Just came back from Pn Elizabeth's centree... OHEMGEE. Had the awesomest time today. We practiced the play and then after we were done, we sang Hey There Delilah and a couple of other Christmassy songs. We sang the Addams Family Theme Song too :P It was so much fun! Hey There Delilah was pretty sad too.... I never really understood what he was singing about but wow... :)
Joshua was there. He asked me about exams. Told them they were finee... Ooh gotta say that the examiner for the written paper was so good looking :P
Haaaaa...what a small world it is. Such a dampenerr...-.- I never thought....aaarrrrrgggggggghhhhh! LALALALLALA, the world's bright again. Guess who's the new coordinator at AF? FLO! :D Nadesh left(finally!) :) Joshua just told amma hahahhahaha. OMG awwweeesssommeeeee :))))
Okay, oh yes, I was sad. Riggghhhtt. Haaaaa....life is so unfair isn't it? Gaawwd. Next year la...next year. Wait for it. HMPH. My diary awaits me.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Madnesss
Packing for London last night. Watch the craziness unfold:
The Bulging Bag:
All the coatss..
Picking clothes...
All the bags...full of clothes now.
The Bulging Bag:
All the coatss..
Picking clothes...
All the bags...full of clothes now.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Tous
Timbaland's Bouncee.. HOEMGEEE...killer beat. Siccck <3
Daughtry's Over You...<333 He says some rally real stuff.
I NEED NEW SONGS TO LISTEN TO. Or I might just dieee.. :'( I can't stand all that Kesha crap they keep playing on Fly and Hitz. AAAAHHH.
Yesterday was the...26th ;)... If it lasts... :D
HAHA and yesss...i am proud to say I wished Sangeeta at 12... :DD Thanks too.... ;)
Right now...at 2 im supposed to be decorating Xmas tree at Pn Elizabeth's centree... But i have to study for this STUPID French exam...so dammit, im sutck here at home. I wonder what they're doing at Sunway now...the movie would have just started.. :'( I was so wishing I could see them all! But amma jsut HAD to say no -.- GAWD.
Daughtry's Over You...<333 He says some rally real stuff.
I NEED NEW SONGS TO LISTEN TO. Or I might just dieee.. :'( I can't stand all that Kesha crap they keep playing on Fly and Hitz. AAAAHHH.
Yesterday was the...26th ;)... If it lasts... :D
HAHA and yesss...i am proud to say I wished Sangeeta at 12... :DD Thanks too.... ;)
Right now...at 2 im supposed to be decorating Xmas tree at Pn Elizabeth's centree... But i have to study for this STUPID French exam...so dammit, im sutck here at home. I wonder what they're doing at Sunway now...the movie would have just started.. :'( I was so wishing I could see them all! But amma jsut HAD to say no -.- GAWD.
KC's Clinic
Yesterday, me and Dheepa followed KC to his clinic. IT was awesomee! We didnt do a lot but we did see loads of new things, and tried loads of stuff. BUt the best part, would be seeing bukit Pelanduk :D
This is KC's clinic
It's small, but nice still. When we got there, KC made us file loads of letters and crap. After filing, i started to get sleepy. Talked to the nurses, then KC sent us to the room to go count the stock of medicines.
See those boxes there, they were fillled with emdicines... We had to count all of those...but we didnt :P
Then...we went out for lunch. Really niceee food. That restaurant is the first air-conditioned restaurant in Bukit Pelanduk. There was barely anyone there, so we were wondering if it was the opening day or something. KC kept saying they were gonna come take our pictures at any moment. HAHA.
On the way back from lunch, i saw this swamp. OMG it was so beautiful! The way the trees were arranged with thier funny roots and the water so still....it looked so mysterious adn enchanting, liek something you read about in storybooks. I told KC we shoudl rent a boat and go explore the swamp. :P It would be cool. Bukit Pelanduk is basically this small town wht windy roads and SOO many palm trees adn coocnut trees and pine trees. The way they're arranged though....my gawd! SO awesome. I wanted to take a picture but we were moving too fast. KC said I was going mad but even he agreed it was beautiful.
When we went back to the clinic, I slept. Dheepa went onlinee... HAHA she's trying to hide her password from me here.
I was about to fall asleep...
When i got up, we looked for some patient cardss...helped KC bandage some patien't foot. BLEGH. There was one dude who came, he had a HUGE hoel in his foot. And KC explained that when the skin grows back, its hard skin so he needed to cut off all that skin so another skin would grow. So KC began cutting the hold and made the hole even deeper. Even when he finished cutting the outer part of the hole, he moved to teh inner part, adn began cutting inside the wound too. LIKE OMG, there was sooo muuch blood. I started to get dizzy awile so I went and sat in KC's room :P.
After that, we just watched more patients walk in and out, helped collect money, then it was time to go home :D
This is KC's clinic
It's small, but nice still. When we got there, KC made us file loads of letters and crap. After filing, i started to get sleepy. Talked to the nurses, then KC sent us to the room to go count the stock of medicines.
See those boxes there, they were fillled with emdicines... We had to count all of those...but we didnt :P
Then...we went out for lunch. Really niceee food. That restaurant is the first air-conditioned restaurant in Bukit Pelanduk. There was barely anyone there, so we were wondering if it was the opening day or something. KC kept saying they were gonna come take our pictures at any moment. HAHA.
On the way back from lunch, i saw this swamp. OMG it was so beautiful! The way the trees were arranged with thier funny roots and the water so still....it looked so mysterious adn enchanting, liek something you read about in storybooks. I told KC we shoudl rent a boat and go explore the swamp. :P It would be cool. Bukit Pelanduk is basically this small town wht windy roads and SOO many palm trees adn coocnut trees and pine trees. The way they're arranged though....my gawd! SO awesome. I wanted to take a picture but we were moving too fast. KC said I was going mad but even he agreed it was beautiful.
When we went back to the clinic, I slept. Dheepa went onlinee... HAHA she's trying to hide her password from me here.
I was about to fall asleep...
When i got up, we looked for some patient cardss...helped KC bandage some patien't foot. BLEGH. There was one dude who came, he had a HUGE hoel in his foot. And KC explained that when the skin grows back, its hard skin so he needed to cut off all that skin so another skin would grow. So KC began cutting the hold and made the hole even deeper. Even when he finished cutting the outer part of the hole, he moved to teh inner part, adn began cutting inside the wound too. LIKE OMG, there was sooo muuch blood. I started to get dizzy awile so I went and sat in KC's room :P.
After that, we just watched more patients walk in and out, helped collect money, then it was time to go home :D
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Holidays
I'm only blogging now because Carmen asked to.
Hmmm...lets see, what do I blog abouut?
Oh, holidays, YEAP. Cant wait for next week becuase...on Wednesday...its bye-bye Malaysis and HELLO LONDON! :DD
Ooh..when we come back, we'll either go to Langkawi or Bali... Gugu's still deciding.. Anything's fine with me. As long as its a holiday.
Hmmm...we all made plans to go out this weekend. 12 of us, if im nto mistaken. Thing is, Kim cant make it on Saturday and i can't make it on Sunday. And Natalie would rather go on Saturday. You kwno what's worse? I might not even be able to go on saturday at all... :'(
I dunno why i feel soo...soooooo....aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. I duunoo how to describe it la. Its a mixture of being bored, missing everyone so much, sadness, joy and hahahaha its so confusing.
Okay i got nothing to talk about. So G'nite.
Hmmm...lets see, what do I blog abouut?
Oh, holidays, YEAP. Cant wait for next week becuase...on Wednesday...its bye-bye Malaysis and HELLO LONDON! :DD
Ooh..when we come back, we'll either go to Langkawi or Bali... Gugu's still deciding.. Anything's fine with me. As long as its a holiday.
Hmmm...we all made plans to go out this weekend. 12 of us, if im nto mistaken. Thing is, Kim cant make it on Saturday and i can't make it on Sunday. And Natalie would rather go on Saturday. You kwno what's worse? I might not even be able to go on saturday at all... :'(
I dunno why i feel soo...soooooo....aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. I duunoo how to describe it la. Its a mixture of being bored, missing everyone so much, sadness, joy and hahahaha its so confusing.
Okay i got nothing to talk about. So G'nite.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Disaster :'(
Amma called just now and said that we might not be going to France after all because Vidhya ka says its a bad idea. Apparently, due to the fact that France is bringing up the retirement age and blah blah blah, thre have ben bomb threats, riots and all during the city. The EuroStar even closed down for 72 hours becuase of some bomb threat. So saaad :'( AAAHH, i was so lookin froward to Parisss...THE CATACOMBS! Shopping :P
Just my luck....
Went to watch Harry Potter yesterday...it was AWESOME. How else can you describe your favourite book comign to life? They didnt cut out any parts adn they followed every single detail from the book. I just cant wait fro the second installment.
French exam...ah! It went quite well. I got an easy topic: Should boys and girls be mixed at schools.
HEHE, it was something i could talk abotu which was great. Except that i didnt talk for long enough...hehehe. It wasnt three minutes so the French man kept asking me questions hahaha. One of em, i couldnt answer but whatever laa... Roleplaying was easy and so was the 'talkgin about yourself' part. The French guy laughed quite a bit when i was saying why i hated holidays, and when i was arguing about the hair in my soup.HAHA. He kept smiling so it was easy fro me to tlak. The other examiner, the lady was pretty scary...real strict. I didnt see Flo :( There were all this German teenagers there takign the DELF. They looked really wild... It still is a shock to me that there are so many foreigners in the country.
Whaaatt else? OOOH. When did i go to Brickfields again? Saturday was it? Well i bought these fake eyelashes for 5 bucks. Tried em on today...they looked really nice except that they're INSANELY long. Not bad for 5 bucks...
KC gave me forty bucks to spend on whatever i wanted becuase of...
So far i've spent 20 rinngit. :P
5 bucks on a drink.
15 bucks on nail polish(Apple green and base coat) :D
I think I'll save the other 20 for London. :'(
No Paris. Appa said he'd give us quite a lot to spend there. But now that we're nt going to go to Paris...where to go and shop? Amma says we might revert to our original plan of going to Scotland...but still....WHAT'S THERE TO SEE IN SCOTLAND?
A very sad Dhivyaa Mailvaganam :'(
Just my luck....
Went to watch Harry Potter yesterday...it was AWESOME. How else can you describe your favourite book comign to life? They didnt cut out any parts adn they followed every single detail from the book. I just cant wait fro the second installment.
French exam...ah! It went quite well. I got an easy topic: Should boys and girls be mixed at schools.
HEHE, it was something i could talk abotu which was great. Except that i didnt talk for long enough...hehehe. It wasnt three minutes so the French man kept asking me questions hahaha. One of em, i couldnt answer but whatever laa... Roleplaying was easy and so was the 'talkgin about yourself' part. The French guy laughed quite a bit when i was saying why i hated holidays, and when i was arguing about the hair in my soup.HAHA. He kept smiling so it was easy fro me to tlak. The other examiner, the lady was pretty scary...real strict. I didnt see Flo :( There were all this German teenagers there takign the DELF. They looked really wild... It still is a shock to me that there are so many foreigners in the country.
Whaaatt else? OOOH. When did i go to Brickfields again? Saturday was it? Well i bought these fake eyelashes for 5 bucks. Tried em on today...they looked really nice except that they're INSANELY long. Not bad for 5 bucks...
KC gave me forty bucks to spend on whatever i wanted becuase of...
So far i've spent 20 rinngit. :P
5 bucks on a drink.
15 bucks on nail polish(Apple green and base coat) :D
I think I'll save the other 20 for London. :'(
No Paris. Appa said he'd give us quite a lot to spend there. But now that we're nt going to go to Paris...where to go and shop? Amma says we might revert to our original plan of going to Scotland...but still....WHAT'S THERE TO SEE IN SCOTLAND?
A very sad Dhivyaa Mailvaganam :'(
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Exam, stupid books!
Exam's tommoroww...
Can you believe amma had the date wrong? Like wth.
She thought it was today when its actually tommorow.
Today was...awesome. Saturday is by far the best day of my week <3
HEHE, FIRST and MOST importantly, Flo was there.
HAHA, he said hey when he passed byy <3 Sorry, cant help it. :P
Mmm...i think he'll...
OOH, there was this other dude who walked in today. Real livewire.
He talked to Ephat in Iranian like WOW.
His name's Ashraf and he winked..WINKED at each of us. AHAHAHA. He has just about the sharpest nose I've ever seen
Michelle says I'll do well tommorow. But then again, she's my teacher so she's pretty much obligated to say that. HAHA.
Not looking forward to exam tommorow...AAAHHH. I'm pretty calm right now...becuase i really truly dont give a damn about how I do.
I'm crappign to myslef in French at the moment. I sound like a freak...talkign to myself, and comign up with lines for the other person. :P
Gonna go watch Harry Potter with the whole family tommorow. I'm hoping amma will still lemme go with tous des mes amies on Tuesday. Especailly now that there's a chance Abi'll be there.
I read something that made me sick today. It was a story about this married dude. His wife's really attractive and has loaads of admirers. And no, they dont back off just cos she's married. They send her letters blah blah blah. But the wife, is completely utterly faithful to her husband. Although she doesnt turn down these guys who wait at her doorstep. The husband on the other hand, is a twisted freak that makes the wife mad by flirting with his secretary who is genuinely in love with him. The fact that his secretary is in love with him is bad enough but he leads her on... The wife gets to know and asks him about it, he says its just for fun. Which is lame and stupid. But the wife's an ass too. She just lets it go. Then one day, she finds some absolutely downright disgustng text messages on her husband's phone from the secretary and the same kind of messages sent back... On the same day she finds them, the husband realises he's gone too far so he calls of the 'relationship' with the secretary and goes home, only to find a very angry wife that asks for a divorcee. HAHA. Hows that for a fan fic? -.-
I'm currently reading some craappy book on a girl who wants to get revenge on her ex-BFF. ALL about popularity. So stupid. Popularity is overrated. So is revenge... Yeah its satisfying, but heck, do you really think you could plan a better revenge than God himself?
Tu me manques tellement.
MOJITOOO BABYY! :D
Only a fool thinks he has a choice when it comes to matters of the heart. IMMA FOOL.
Can you believe amma had the date wrong? Like wth.
She thought it was today when its actually tommorow.
Today was...awesome. Saturday is by far the best day of my week <3
HEHE, FIRST and MOST importantly, Flo was there.
HAHA, he said hey when he passed byy <3 Sorry, cant help it. :P
Mmm...i think he'll...
OOH, there was this other dude who walked in today. Real livewire.
He talked to Ephat in Iranian like WOW.
His name's Ashraf and he winked..WINKED at each of us. AHAHAHA. He has just about the sharpest nose I've ever seen
Michelle says I'll do well tommorow. But then again, she's my teacher so she's pretty much obligated to say that. HAHA.
Not looking forward to exam tommorow...AAAHHH. I'm pretty calm right now...becuase i really truly dont give a damn about how I do.
I'm crappign to myslef in French at the moment. I sound like a freak...talkign to myself, and comign up with lines for the other person. :P
Gonna go watch Harry Potter with the whole family tommorow. I'm hoping amma will still lemme go with tous des mes amies on Tuesday. Especailly now that there's a chance Abi'll be there.
I read something that made me sick today. It was a story about this married dude. His wife's really attractive and has loaads of admirers. And no, they dont back off just cos she's married. They send her letters blah blah blah. But the wife, is completely utterly faithful to her husband. Although she doesnt turn down these guys who wait at her doorstep. The husband on the other hand, is a twisted freak that makes the wife mad by flirting with his secretary who is genuinely in love with him. The fact that his secretary is in love with him is bad enough but he leads her on... The wife gets to know and asks him about it, he says its just for fun. Which is lame and stupid. But the wife's an ass too. She just lets it go. Then one day, she finds some absolutely downright disgustng text messages on her husband's phone from the secretary and the same kind of messages sent back... On the same day she finds them, the husband realises he's gone too far so he calls of the 'relationship' with the secretary and goes home, only to find a very angry wife that asks for a divorcee. HAHA. Hows that for a fan fic? -.-
I'm currently reading some craappy book on a girl who wants to get revenge on her ex-BFF. ALL about popularity. So stupid. Popularity is overrated. So is revenge... Yeah its satisfying, but heck, do you really think you could plan a better revenge than God himself?
Tu me manques tellement.
MOJITOOO BABYY! :D
Only a fool thinks he has a choice when it comes to matters of the heart. IMMA FOOL.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Getting ready to dissapear off the face of the Earth.
My Maple's driving me nuts. Its stopped working. :'( I tell youuu...
And ARGH.
Listening to Kings and Queens by 30 Seconds to Mars. :'(
Gonna go send Vicky akka to KLCC now...she says I can come and see.. :DDD But amma wont let -.- If i were olderr... :P
At the end of this week, I will do it. HAHA. I will I will or maybe right before I go off to London. Hmm...but that's only on the first. :'( Whatevs.
And ARGH.
Listening to Kings and Queens by 30 Seconds to Mars. :'(
Gonna go send Vicky akka to KLCC now...she says I can come and see.. :DDD But amma wont let -.- If i were olderr... :P
At the end of this week, I will do it. HAHA. I will I will or maybe right before I go off to London. Hmm...but that's only on the first. :'( Whatevs.
LIVID, FURIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enough is enough. I cannot live with this anymore.
"Hell hath no fury like mine".
Hell yeah. My hands are all cold and shaking and I cannot believe it. How the hell did I let things get so BAAD! Why am I cold and shaking?! Because I am positively furiousss! ANGRY! LIVVVIID!
At WHAT exactly?
Les quatres personnes que j'appele mes amies!
WHY?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Haaswini, OMG, stop talkign in riddles. I dont know what you're doing because I cant see you! I know you're fucking lying most of the time. You know I knwo. And repeating a lie a milion times will NOT MAKE IT TRUE! OMG. WTF. You know what, Amira doesnt have to do a bloody thing to seperate us, YOU'RE DOING IT YOURSELF! You said you'd understand...but most of all, you said you'd tell me when i do things wrong. So why so quiet now?
Aphinaya, OMG, you PROMISED you wouldnt do it again! As bad as things get. I know you had a reason to do it but you promised! And...THEN THERE'S THAT! I wish it was over, with all my heart. YES SATURDAY DIDNT SEEM LIKE A FREAKING NIGHTMARE BEFORE...but it is now! And then there's that other thing..which is.. :'( Well,its not your fault really, but you cant do anything about it. So screww it.
Sangeeta :'( Im so sorry. I dont want you to go. I dont want to. What about all thsoe times we spent huh? All those goneee...? I know I havent been fair... But I said I'd do something to make it better right. No matter what the cost. So...why dont u wanna trust me... Well u know what, i know things arent going to get better, i always knew, but the difference between now and then is that, before, there was hope, now, its gone. And its not fair for me to be angry... I understand you tried. But , i just want you to tell me what you want ME to do...? I have no clue. Help me. You're all i was thinkign about during the camp. I wanted to come...but Miss Tan called me away. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Dude i have all this pictures in my phone, i took during camp, and when i was taking those pictures, all i could think about was, Sangeeta would totally get this. Sangeeta would love this. Sangeeta'll think I'm nuts. :P But now...I'll never get to show em' to you right :'(
Carmen....HAHA, okay, I'm never mad at you. How can I when you've been so sweet and understanding and caring to all of us now? But...I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW. :'( I am so sorrry. Pour venir entre le deux, I am so sorry.
But above all, I am mostly mad at...
Me.
I am so fuckign pissed at me.
Why?
For letting things get so fucked up.
For being so unfair.
For loving.
For not caring more.
For coming in between.
For preventing what could have happened if I weren't here...
For not listening
For not seeing this coming
For not realising earlier what was wrong.
For being so unbelievably WEAK.
For not being the person YOU want ME to be
For refusing to understand
For not having a solution
For not doing the right thing
For not KNOWING what the right thing is.
For being so downright STUPID.
For not reading your mind this one time
For getting angry
For making you cry
For making you cut
For being the cause of your unhappiness
And most of all, for being so helpless now.
And I WANT to talk, tell all of you all this things myself. But there's no point. I highly doubt things are gonna change. All i want is for you, Sangeeta to stop crying. If that means letting you go.. and making you happy,then sure. :'(
I wanna explain everything to you ppl myself. But then its holidays, why bring this up again? Why TRY? I dont see the point anymore. I give up.
"Hell hath no fury like mine".
Hell yeah. My hands are all cold and shaking and I cannot believe it. How the hell did I let things get so BAAD! Why am I cold and shaking?! Because I am positively furiousss! ANGRY! LIVVVIID!
At WHAT exactly?
Les quatres personnes que j'appele mes amies!
WHY?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Haaswini, OMG, stop talkign in riddles. I dont know what you're doing because I cant see you! I know you're fucking lying most of the time. You know I knwo. And repeating a lie a milion times will NOT MAKE IT TRUE! OMG. WTF. You know what, Amira doesnt have to do a bloody thing to seperate us, YOU'RE DOING IT YOURSELF! You said you'd understand...but most of all, you said you'd tell me when i do things wrong. So why so quiet now?
Aphinaya, OMG, you PROMISED you wouldnt do it again! As bad as things get. I know you had a reason to do it but you promised! And...THEN THERE'S THAT! I wish it was over, with all my heart. YES SATURDAY DIDNT SEEM LIKE A FREAKING NIGHTMARE BEFORE...but it is now! And then there's that other thing..which is.. :'( Well,its not your fault really, but you cant do anything about it. So screww it.
Sangeeta :'( Im so sorry. I dont want you to go. I dont want to. What about all thsoe times we spent huh? All those goneee...? I know I havent been fair... But I said I'd do something to make it better right. No matter what the cost. So...why dont u wanna trust me... Well u know what, i know things arent going to get better, i always knew, but the difference between now and then is that, before, there was hope, now, its gone. And its not fair for me to be angry... I understand you tried. But , i just want you to tell me what you want ME to do...? I have no clue. Help me. You're all i was thinkign about during the camp. I wanted to come...but Miss Tan called me away. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Dude i have all this pictures in my phone, i took during camp, and when i was taking those pictures, all i could think about was, Sangeeta would totally get this. Sangeeta would love this. Sangeeta'll think I'm nuts. :P But now...I'll never get to show em' to you right :'(
Carmen....HAHA, okay, I'm never mad at you. How can I when you've been so sweet and understanding and caring to all of us now? But...I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW. :'( I am so sorrry. Pour venir entre le deux, I am so sorry.
But above all, I am mostly mad at...
Me.
I am so fuckign pissed at me.
Why?
For letting things get so fucked up.
For being so unfair.
For loving.
For not caring more.
For coming in between.
For preventing what could have happened if I weren't here...
For not listening
For not seeing this coming
For not realising earlier what was wrong.
For being so unbelievably WEAK.
For not being the person YOU want ME to be
For refusing to understand
For not having a solution
For not doing the right thing
For not KNOWING what the right thing is.
For being so downright STUPID.
For not reading your mind this one time
For getting angry
For making you cry
For making you cut
For being the cause of your unhappiness
And most of all, for being so helpless now.
And I WANT to talk, tell all of you all this things myself. But there's no point. I highly doubt things are gonna change. All i want is for you, Sangeeta to stop crying. If that means letting you go.. and making you happy,then sure. :'(
I wanna explain everything to you ppl myself. But then its holidays, why bring this up again? Why TRY? I dont see the point anymore. I give up.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Count on Me-Bruno Mars
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you
Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah
If tou toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you
Ohh
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you
Brilliant song aint it? The guy is awesome la! Lovelovelove this <3
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you
Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah
If tou toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you
Ohh
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you
Brilliant song aint it? The guy is awesome la! Lovelovelove this <3
Absence makes the Heart Grow Fonder
Today was...cool. We had a ceremony cos Pn Elizabeth is gonna retire at the end of this year. Me and Dheepa emceed it... It was awesome. Laaviny did this really cool slideshow which was the bomb. Pn Elizabeth cried although she said she wouldnt. HAHA. It's sad, especially when she was giving her speech. Though, she said a lot of great stuff like "Find what it is you feel like doing every morning, turn it into a dream and yeah work towards it". Something like that she was saying...it was cool. She's such a nice person, im glad she taught us la. Well, guess I'll miss her intresting english lessons. Besides that, OMG, Roziyah named her cat after me... Flattering, but not good. Because its Roziyah. Oh boyy... Hmmm..what else? The epic way Vicky akka asked me to bring her soap...hahaha. Im not gonna write it out, but Im pretty sure I wont be forgetting it anytime soon. And neither will she.
HAHAHAHA. Kesian Abi. She's getting teased so muchh...hahaha! Eeerrrgghh I came home today and Vicky akka was singing the "She stole my heart" song. It came as a shock...so now everytime i hear that song...i'll think about today. LMAO. These ppl...
Since it was Pn Elizabeth's leaving thinggy, the shcool went hay wire after it. It was around 6.35 when i asked Abi for the time. Then we were all sitting around talking. Hema, Shan, Kavi, Kim, Kar Yee were all playing Uno Stack while Moni, Pumi Lusha Carmen Abi me were all watching some videos Rebeca was playing for us on ehr laptop. We DIDNT realise the time passing at all. I saw a couple of ppl walkign by towards the field but i completely ignored it. Then, suddenly, somebody shouted, eh everybody went home already la. HAHAHAHA. It was complete chaos! Everybody scrambled to get their bags and just left the class in ruins(not exaggerating) and we all ran out. HAHAHA true enough everybody was gone already. We were the last ones there. Not complaining though....it was awesome! Seee this is why I'll miss school so much during the holidays. :( Including the fact that I'll miss everybody...:'(
But here's my holiday
First week: Work at KC's clinic(not allowed to use phone when KC around)
Second week: London and the City of Loooveee here I comeee :D (Must keep phone out of Amma's sight)
Third week: Still at London, come back, get over jet lag.
Fourth week: Going Langkawi?
Fifth week: Christttmaaass! :DDD Paarrrtehh timeee :)
Sixth week: Get ready to go back to school.
Maybe it wont be so bad during the holidays. I'll be quite occupied...hopefully occupied enough till I wont have time to think about... HAHAHA virtually impossible but heck, gotta try rite. :'( The saying absence makes the heart grow fonder doesnt help...but i know its true. Whatever, in between, I've got my Maple(THANK YOU NATALIEEE JE T'AIMEE!), Facebook and...my phone. Both of which meaaann...:D Oh well ;)
Carmen is the boooommmmbb. :D Thank you Carmen for yesterday :)
How I love these ppl: Carmen's missing though.
HAHAHAHA. Kesian Abi. She's getting teased so muchh...hahaha! Eeerrrgghh I came home today and Vicky akka was singing the "She stole my heart" song. It came as a shock...so now everytime i hear that song...i'll think about today. LMAO. These ppl...
Since it was Pn Elizabeth's leaving thinggy, the shcool went hay wire after it. It was around 6.35 when i asked Abi for the time. Then we were all sitting around talking. Hema, Shan, Kavi, Kim, Kar Yee were all playing Uno Stack while Moni, Pumi Lusha Carmen Abi me were all watching some videos Rebeca was playing for us on ehr laptop. We DIDNT realise the time passing at all. I saw a couple of ppl walkign by towards the field but i completely ignored it. Then, suddenly, somebody shouted, eh everybody went home already la. HAHAHAHA. It was complete chaos! Everybody scrambled to get their bags and just left the class in ruins(not exaggerating) and we all ran out. HAHAHA true enough everybody was gone already. We were the last ones there. Not complaining though....it was awesome! Seee this is why I'll miss school so much during the holidays. :( Including the fact that I'll miss everybody...:'(
But here's my holiday
First week: Work at KC's clinic(not allowed to use phone when KC around)
Second week: London and the City of Loooveee here I comeee :D (Must keep phone out of Amma's sight)
Third week: Still at London, come back, get over jet lag.
Fourth week: Going Langkawi?
Fifth week: Christttmaaass! :DDD Paarrrtehh timeee :)
Sixth week: Get ready to go back to school.
Maybe it wont be so bad during the holidays. I'll be quite occupied...hopefully occupied enough till I wont have time to think about... HAHAHA virtually impossible but heck, gotta try rite. :'( The saying absence makes the heart grow fonder doesnt help...but i know its true. Whatever, in between, I've got my Maple(THANK YOU NATALIEEE JE T'AIMEE!), Facebook and...my phone. Both of which meaaann...:D Oh well ;)
Carmen is the boooommmmbb. :D Thank you Carmen for yesterday :)
How I love these ppl: Carmen's missing though.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Past the Point of No Return
Today was....indescribable. But i'll try to get it all in one word.... A MESS.
It was working out fine at first, they were talkign to each other, blah blah, i thought it was gonna last...but... OH BOYY. Dunnolah, sang asked abi what her prob was, so abi said it all... In short, Abi got angry and so did Sangeeta. And well, there's no making them see sense now. In my opinion,........hahahahaha what's the point? Who's gonna listen anyways? :'( At least I know I tried.
But what Imma do...leave it to them. If they have a prob, let em' solve it. Doesnt mean i dont care..I DO. But..there is virtually nothing i can do..now at least. When someone gets over the annoyance and anger and frustration...then everything will work out. Hope it happens soon :)
How Im gonna live is beyond me... Like today...they're not gonna walk together, talk...barely? Where am I supposed to stay, or be? Walaaao. Haaswini was like 50/50. Yaaaa...RIGHT! Craazy la. Never mind, three more days. Actually 4/5 more days.
Now i know what Living Hell means..
If they're not gonna be as close as before, i hope they'll stay friends becuase deep inside, they both know they want to... And they're cousins! They should be..OMG..like bladddy close! I mean if Anesha were here...hahaha i wouldn't need anybody else i think. But whatever. Someday they'll realise it la. Oh well...till that day comes...
Arrivederci.
It was working out fine at first, they were talkign to each other, blah blah, i thought it was gonna last...but... OH BOYY. Dunnolah, sang asked abi what her prob was, so abi said it all... In short, Abi got angry and so did Sangeeta. And well, there's no making them see sense now. In my opinion,........hahahahaha what's the point? Who's gonna listen anyways? :'( At least I know I tried.
But what Imma do...leave it to them. If they have a prob, let em' solve it. Doesnt mean i dont care..I DO. But..there is virtually nothing i can do..now at least. When someone gets over the annoyance and anger and frustration...then everything will work out. Hope it happens soon :)
How Im gonna live is beyond me... Like today...they're not gonna walk together, talk...barely? Where am I supposed to stay, or be? Walaaao. Haaswini was like 50/50. Yaaaa...RIGHT! Craazy la. Never mind, three more days. Actually 4/5 more days.
Now i know what Living Hell means..
If they're not gonna be as close as before, i hope they'll stay friends becuase deep inside, they both know they want to... And they're cousins! They should be..OMG..like bladddy close! I mean if Anesha were here...hahaha i wouldn't need anybody else i think. But whatever. Someday they'll realise it la. Oh well...till that day comes...
Arrivederci.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Monday, the end
Carmen and Sangeeta kept calling today 'The End'. They think i dont know why, but i do. Its actually pretty genius, considering how long i DIDNT know, but then, i do now, so yeah.
HAHA Carmen had this letter for someone. I took it away actually but when i saw the name at the top, i didnt wanna read it and was about to ask carmen if i should or not, but she disapeared god knows where. So i left it. HAHA. No i read it. I dont know wth is going on but all i can say is:
"You guys, we're gonna get all the time we need to think, forget during the school holidays. There's just another tow more weeks. Why waste it fighting? So if you need space, just wait till the holidays. Everything will go back to normal, I promise once we've all had a break from each other. I hope..."
That's what I told Sang and hahahahaha she agreed but i know she's faking.. -.- SHe's like an open book la that girl. Well whatever, she's willign to talk to you-know-who again which is great :) Then they'll both realise they feel the exact same way and feel like complete idiots for not starting to talk earlier.
Speaking of the end, it reminds me of the beggining. The reason why it all started...it has to end. Or..it'll get more obvious day by day and...yeah...then it'llbe past the point of no return. Hmmm...that sounds freakishly familiar. From some song...
Pour moi, je peux sentir le diminuer tous les jours. J'espere que c'est meme pour elle.
Here's a song that describes exactly how I feel right now. At 8.46 pm on Monday night the 8/11/2010. Extract from Waiting For The End, Linkin Park.
What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!
Hardest part of ending is starting again...<3
HAHA Carmen had this letter for someone. I took it away actually but when i saw the name at the top, i didnt wanna read it and was about to ask carmen if i should or not, but she disapeared god knows where. So i left it. HAHA. No i read it. I dont know wth is going on but all i can say is:
"You guys, we're gonna get all the time we need to think, forget during the school holidays. There's just another tow more weeks. Why waste it fighting? So if you need space, just wait till the holidays. Everything will go back to normal, I promise once we've all had a break from each other. I hope..."
That's what I told Sang and hahahahaha she agreed but i know she's faking.. -.- SHe's like an open book la that girl. Well whatever, she's willign to talk to you-know-who again which is great :) Then they'll both realise they feel the exact same way and feel like complete idiots for not starting to talk earlier.
Speaking of the end, it reminds me of the beggining. The reason why it all started...it has to end. Or..it'll get more obvious day by day and...yeah...then it'llbe past the point of no return. Hmmm...that sounds freakishly familiar. From some song...
Pour moi, je peux sentir le diminuer tous les jours. J'espere que c'est meme pour elle.
Here's a song that describes exactly how I feel right now. At 8.46 pm on Monday night the 8/11/2010. Extract from Waiting For The End, Linkin Park.
What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!
Hardest part of ending is starting again...<3
Fireworks
Saturday, i cant remember what I did...seriously.
Sunday...was biasa except at night, when we played fireworks. Even after playing for so long, we still had so much left. The rockets were crazyy...seriously, they randomly flew around, one even flew backwards. Amarajh tried to burn my butt..hahahahahha. Long story short, i wasnt hurt :D. I almost blew up a car...hahaha. I threw a dragon egg kinda far and it just exploded under the car. There was another boom...but everyone just laughed it off. Dheepa agrees that it wouldve been cool if the car flew up adn burst into flames or something... HEHE. We still had loads remaining so we decided to save em' for christmas and new year. KC had this awesome idea of throwing the bees down from arnold chittappa's apartment so we could see them actually fly. LOL. Dangerous but cool. There was another genius idea(mine) to throw the bombs off the apartment...but then the poor folks down there wouldnt know what hit em. HAHAHHA. It was a night, last night.
Hmm fireworks reminds me of Katy Perry's new song. It's so cool. The video i mean, and the song too.
Its Monday today. Making another post about todayy...
xoxoxoxox MEE
Sunday...was biasa except at night, when we played fireworks. Even after playing for so long, we still had so much left. The rockets were crazyy...seriously, they randomly flew around, one even flew backwards. Amarajh tried to burn my butt..hahahahahha. Long story short, i wasnt hurt :D. I almost blew up a car...hahaha. I threw a dragon egg kinda far and it just exploded under the car. There was another boom...but everyone just laughed it off. Dheepa agrees that it wouldve been cool if the car flew up adn burst into flames or something... HEHE. We still had loads remaining so we decided to save em' for christmas and new year. KC had this awesome idea of throwing the bees down from arnold chittappa's apartment so we could see them actually fly. LOL. Dangerous but cool. There was another genius idea(mine) to throw the bombs off the apartment...but then the poor folks down there wouldnt know what hit em. HAHAHHA. It was a night, last night.
Hmm fireworks reminds me of Katy Perry's new song. It's so cool. The video i mean, and the song too.
Its Monday today. Making another post about todayy...
xoxoxoxox MEE
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Happy Deepavali everybody :)
HAHA got up at 9.30 i think. Bathed, ate the usual thosai, chicken curry adn milo. Funny, but it only taste that way only during Deepavali :P
Right after, around 12 i think, we went to Balan mama's hse. How i loved itt <3 We were helping Balan mama serve everybody there. Sooo many ppl came, it was tiring. I was so relieved when amma finally sent me to Haaswini's house. :DDD It was awesome. I met her WHOLE family, literally. She has so many cousin bro a.k.a. her brothers. Anita fell in love with the elder one...wazzis name i also forgot. He was nice, they were all nice. I finally met Haaswini's dad. He didnt seem that scaryy... Haaswini's maid was crapping all sorts of things to Ravin anna. Like wth? I'll write em down someplace else but he laughed it off. :D I met Haaswini's mom, she let me and Anita taste her wine. Which tasted like crap. It was kinda grape-ish but bleeccchh. Anita liked it so she finished off the whole glasss HAHA. Oh and Haaswini said all sorts of things to her mom involving...you can guess. What am i supposed to say huh? There was some RTM creww there to record haaswini's family for the deepavali special on RTM i think. Haas says i came on twice but i missed the 8 o clock screening. :P After makaning(food was good), we went over to haas's house. The party was at haas's uncles' hse. Then we went back agaaain...and yeah. HAHA that was it. Amma came to pick me up then she drove us back to Balan mama's housee. When we got there(me and Vicky akka), THEY WERE THERE. Chelly attay's whole family :DDD HAHAHAHAHA i only see them all once a year so it was great to talk to em' all again. I finally got to talk to Nisha porperly. We used to be so close LAST time, but somehow along the way, we jsut stopped talkign :( But this year we talked. Up there, thats them. HAHA. Nisha isnt there though haha she went home early.
After they left, what'd i do huh? went home, got dressed, came back for dinner, was watching Vettaikaran on tv....the adults were outside tlaking we were lepaking inside... then about 10/11 we started playing crackerrs :D Frickin cool liao. We had so many of those huge ones hahaha. The best though, had to be the bombs. It was a field day for me cos the bombs were frickin loud. The house at the back, we kept taking turns to burst em it was cool :D Another late night... Btu it was cool. A day to remember, by far better than last year.
Mathu ka called at night. She said at Ipoh it was pretty biasa this year. Except at Bavanee attay's hse. There it was a huge party, though Mathu ka and all didnt go cos they cannot celebrate since they're grandma died. Hmmm...Agila anna was with his family elsewhere, Laavinya ka and family, dunno where they were, hmmm it was pretty quiet this year. Even at Amna patti's hse.... HAHA...but Anesha and all still had a blast in Bavanee attay's hse.. Good for themm.. :D
Deepavali eve'
Dont really remmeber what I did. But i got up late, thanks to... Helped Balan mama a bit...erm...i have no idea what i did. OH OH,as soon as i gto up, we went to Ikano adn then BSC to get the jelly cake. Then i slept a bit when we got home... Later at night, we celebrated Arnold Chittapa's bdaay.. As soon as he came in, we all shouted happy birthday ahahha. Me Vicky akka and Dheepa made him a card like we do every year...
The tent and all was up already for the party the nxt day. HEHE. After cuttign cake, singing Happy Bday blah blah blah, kc, Arnold chittappa and us all came back home to our hse to play fireworks. We started pretty early and finished late. I had that feeling, the one u get onlyonce a year during Deepavali. I cant describe it, but it comes suddenly and just completely consumes you and stays there all through till the end. HAHA. Its feels indian. :P Like i said, it only comes once a year, during Deepvali. Even Thaipusam doesnt feel like this. <333 And then at 12, my phone started beeping. DEEEPAAVAAALII <3
I watched Arundhati and Ali Baba Bujang Lapok that night too. Another late night....
The tent and all was up already for the party the nxt day. HEHE. After cuttign cake, singing Happy Bday blah blah blah, kc, Arnold chittappa and us all came back home to our hse to play fireworks. We started pretty early and finished late. I had that feeling, the one u get onlyonce a year during Deepavali. I cant describe it, but it comes suddenly and just completely consumes you and stays there all through till the end. HAHA. Its feels indian. :P Like i said, it only comes once a year, during Deepvali. Even Thaipusam doesnt feel like this. <333 And then at 12, my phone started beeping. DEEEPAAVAAALII <3
I watched Arundhati and Ali Baba Bujang Lapok that night too. Another late night....
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Becca's bday
Start by saying...happy birthday Becca. :D
It was an awesome day on Wednesday. Had the best frickin time on the planett. It wasnt where we went, that was so biasa. We just went to Sunway. Its more like, the ppl i was around with that made the day so awesome. Shan and Kim la :) adn Hui Kayy. Early on, after watching the movie(which was very good btw), and after makan-ing at KFC. SOme of them wanted to go bowling, ice skating and whatnot so what we did was we, the four of us, shan kim me, hui kay, all seperated adn started walking around. Carmen was there too but she went off with Yun Weii, Kar Yee and Jo Lynn. HAHA. later on we went ice skating, pn Elizabeth paid for all fo uss.. :D Which was awesome. Thank you t'cherr! I had to leave after a couple of rounds around the rink, becuase amma was there and wanted to go shopping. So yeahh...ran around the mall a lott... After that, went to KL sentral to put maruthanai. HAHA. Haas said she was gonna b there, tried to see her, but she came later than me, so by the time she reached the shop i was at, i was long gone HAHA. But i saw Laaviny...she was there for Uncle Viji's somethingg... When i came home, Abi kept me awake till like 2.30. HAHAHA. It was a great day, in shortt.
It was an awesome day on Wednesday. Had the best frickin time on the planett. It wasnt where we went, that was so biasa. We just went to Sunway. Its more like, the ppl i was around with that made the day so awesome. Shan and Kim la :) adn Hui Kayy. Early on, after watching the movie(which was very good btw), and after makan-ing at KFC. SOme of them wanted to go bowling, ice skating and whatnot so what we did was we, the four of us, shan kim me, hui kay, all seperated adn started walking around. Carmen was there too but she went off with Yun Weii, Kar Yee and Jo Lynn. HAHA. later on we went ice skating, pn Elizabeth paid for all fo uss.. :D Which was awesome. Thank you t'cherr! I had to leave after a couple of rounds around the rink, becuase amma was there and wanted to go shopping. So yeahh...ran around the mall a lott... After that, went to KL sentral to put maruthanai. HAHA. Haas said she was gonna b there, tried to see her, but she came later than me, so by the time she reached the shop i was at, i was long gone HAHA. But i saw Laaviny...she was there for Uncle Viji's somethingg... When i came home, Abi kept me awake till like 2.30. HAHAHA. It was a great day, in shortt.
Ask no questions. The end.
Ask no questions, hear no lies. Naww...it should be, ask no questions, never here the painful truth.
Yeooowwwch. How many more times will it hurt till I finally learn to SHUT UP? I never fully understood how powerful those two words could be. SHUT UP. God. It's like the new golden rule for me..
You know what, screw it, just don't ask.
Yeooowwwch. How many more times will it hurt till I finally learn to SHUT UP? I never fully understood how powerful those two words could be. SHUT UP. God. It's like the new golden rule for me..
You know what, screw it, just don't ask.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
J'en ai marre(2)
J'en ai marre, j'en ai marre, j'en ai marre, j'en ai marre, j'en ai marre.
Breathes deeply. I will not get angry. I will not call Haas and make her tell me what to do. Because i cant! GRR. I will have a bombing Deepavali anda kick-ass time tommorow regardless of everything that happened tonight...
I will not get angry, i will not scream, i will not give amma a heart attack...
You know what, I hate stupid Facebook. If it weren't around i wouldn't know what i know now. sjhfkjbhfkjsdkjfbds! ARGH! Screww it. Im not gonna talk to either of them till school starts again. I talk to Abi, and i might tell her. I talk to Sangeeta and...who knows what I'll do....
ARRGH. Whatever im breaking my own rule now. Pffscht. Even when i was writing it i knew i wouldnt do it -.-
Breathes deeply. I will not get angry. I will not call Haas and make her tell me what to do. Because i cant! GRR. I will have a bombing Deepavali anda kick-ass time tommorow regardless of everything that happened tonight...
I will not get angry, i will not scream, i will not give amma a heart attack...
You know what, I hate stupid Facebook. If it weren't around i wouldn't know what i know now. sjhfkjbhfkjsdkjfbds! ARGH! Screww it. Im not gonna talk to either of them till school starts again. I talk to Abi, and i might tell her. I talk to Sangeeta and...who knows what I'll do....
ARRGH. Whatever im breaking my own rule now. Pffscht. Even when i was writing it i knew i wouldnt do it -.-
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