Nggghhh life is so frustrating! I have nothing to look forward to! Its the same routine day in day out. Lord, let something good, fun and exciting happen to me soon!
HEHEHE, i can play like three songs on the guitar now. All campfire songs but stilll... :D Its so exciting! :P
Anyway, i wanna skip school tommorow for FUN. But...my dear mother says i should gooo... I dont wanna... Haih, I can already pictureee itt. AAAAHHHHH. Dont wanna. Dont wanna. DONT WANNA!
Things feel better with Carmen. It doesnt feel so much like she's not telling me something. Dude, if you say you're not in love, you're not. :) I believeeee youuu although dude, im never gonna stop teasing you and you know that :P
School was loads better than it has been today. Everything's slowly working themselves out...
I keep going to that weheartit.com. The stuff they have there are all so awesome and true. Some of it emo and sad, but its all so artistic and..ITS ALL TRUE!
Goign back to reading nowww :)
Friday, January 21, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
On my mind.
I am...i dont know.
Happy because I got my guitar :DDD <3 I'll post a pic of it laterr. Must learn how to play Life After You on the guitar and The Last Song on the piano <3 I'm giving myself till the end of April for Life After You and the end of CNY hols for The Last Song.
Happy because Abi's completely and absolutely all right :)
But yet, I'm kinda down.
Because I'm in your way, I know that. You know I know.
*sigh*
Kim and Shan <3 they joined Interact. HO YEAH!
I GOT MY GUITAAAARRR. Let the jamming begin. :)
What else?
Oh yeah, the party yesterday. It was...nice. I'll write about it in my diary. Thank you guys SO SO Much for the gifts :DD Jecinn and Jeyinn, Imma use the bottle XD And the rest of the gifts were awesome too :)
I hope to join a flashmob someday.(Got the idea from some vids Kim posted)
I wanna acct!!! Like properly in a play on stage. Dammit, I cant wait for Lit Nite auditions.
I wanna play football! LIKE OMG! I wanna be able to play with Aheraj without getting laughed at! I got inspiration from that ad on Astro. The one where Torres says that you can be anything you wanna be.
OH OH, I joined volleyball rite this year? Well guess what? FINALLY! LIKE FINALLY...Assunta's gonna go take part in competitions this year. Apparently some male teacher in the afternoon knows how to play volleyball so yeah... I cant wait to start playing properly again. Haaa...it's gonna be awesome. :)
Tu es toujours dans ma tete <3
Happy because I got my guitar :DDD <3 I'll post a pic of it laterr. Must learn how to play Life After You on the guitar and The Last Song on the piano <3 I'm giving myself till the end of April for Life After You and the end of CNY hols for The Last Song.
Happy because Abi's completely and absolutely all right :)
But yet, I'm kinda down.
Because I'm in your way, I know that. You know I know.
*sigh*
Kim and Shan <3 they joined Interact. HO YEAH!
I GOT MY GUITAAAARRR. Let the jamming begin. :)
What else?
Oh yeah, the party yesterday. It was...nice. I'll write about it in my diary. Thank you guys SO SO Much for the gifts :DD Jecinn and Jeyinn, Imma use the bottle XD And the rest of the gifts were awesome too :)
I hope to join a flashmob someday.(Got the idea from some vids Kim posted)
I wanna acct!!! Like properly in a play on stage. Dammit, I cant wait for Lit Nite auditions.
I wanna play football! LIKE OMG! I wanna be able to play with Aheraj without getting laughed at! I got inspiration from that ad on Astro. The one where Torres says that you can be anything you wanna be.
OH OH, I joined volleyball rite this year? Well guess what? FINALLY! LIKE FINALLY...Assunta's gonna go take part in competitions this year. Apparently some male teacher in the afternoon knows how to play volleyball so yeah... I cant wait to start playing properly again. Haaa...it's gonna be awesome. :)
Tu es toujours dans ma tete <3
Friday, January 14, 2011
I wish.
I wish I could be happy for you.
I wish to be completely emotionless and indifferent when you see what I see and when you realise what I know XD AHAHA.
I'm wondering how much of what you told me on the phone is the truth, because seriously, I never saw it like that. And now that I see it the way it is, it makes me more sad. :(
I'm waiting for this feeling to pass so I can finally be happy about the Interact thing.
My spirit should have uplifted and gone flying through the skies when I heard Shan and Kim joined Interact but still, there was 10 tonne of...........(sadness,confusion,worry,) weighing it down.
I wish I had time for EVERYONE like last year.
I wish the problems would take a break.
I wish all of us were happy.
I wish I had MORE TIME.
HAHA, there a million "Going Back" songs playing in my head now.
I wish to be completely emotionless and indifferent when you see what I see and when you realise what I know XD AHAHA.
I'm wondering how much of what you told me on the phone is the truth, because seriously, I never saw it like that. And now that I see it the way it is, it makes me more sad. :(
I'm waiting for this feeling to pass so I can finally be happy about the Interact thing.
My spirit should have uplifted and gone flying through the skies when I heard Shan and Kim joined Interact but still, there was 10 tonne of...........(sadness,confusion,worry,) weighing it down.
I wish I had time for EVERYONE like last year.
I wish the problems would take a break.
I wish all of us were happy.
I wish I had MORE TIME.
HAHA, there a million "Going Back" songs playing in my head now.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Power of Music
Once again, Timbaland has given me strength like no one else can. Because it transports me back to when.... ;)
It feels like I'm doing this really often doesnt it? I just have too much time to think right now. Maybe its a good thing that school's starting after all. Excitement has ALL evaporated. Well, partially at least. Since it's gonna be..1 siin..there's another 30 hours. WHOA.
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2ndJanuary 11.11A.M(when i am a little bit more sane)
I feel loooads better now. AAAAH i was gonna sleep till like...1? But KC's making us go with him to Mid Valley. Hence, I will stay sleep deprived for a week.
It feels like I'm doing this really often doesnt it? I just have too much time to think right now. Maybe its a good thing that school's starting after all. Excitement has ALL evaporated. Well, partially at least. Since it's gonna be..1 siin..there's another 30 hours. WHOA.
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2ndJanuary 11.11A.M(when i am a little bit more sane)
I feel loooads better now. AAAAH i was gonna sleep till like...1? But KC's making us go with him to Mid Valley. Hence, I will stay sleep deprived for a week.
New Year 2011
WOW...its 2011 already! It still hasnt sunk in yet. I was listening to Waving Flag just now and i said something like "Do you remmber how much we were lookign forward to the World Cup this year?"
And Dheepa's like, "Last year."
I was like, "What last year...OH. Right. Last year."
I wanted to cry.
JANUARY 1 2011, has finally sunk in. The World Cup year is OVER. Wont be back for another 4 years. And the countdown begins again... :)
Suddenly, I dont want the holidays to end. I don't want to go back to school.
"You don't know what you've got till its gone".
How true now. Yeeesh. If i could rewind, I'd have savoured all that alone time. Jeez.
I don't wanna grow older! I wanna live in the past. I wanna...haih. I just keep wanting. When will we ever stop wanting and start making the best of what I'm given? Thats what I'm gonna do this year. I'll stop wanting, instead, I'll start making the best of what I have.
Dayumn, I still feel so...dissatisfied? It's the wanting feeling. Eerrgh this is frustrating. I want..i dont know what. YEAAARRGH. New Year's here. So why dont I feel any different?
William Shakespeare-Don’t believe the things you tell yourself so late at night. you are your own worst enemy, you’ll never win the fight.
How true.
You're all one phone call away so how come I dont want to pick that phone up an dial??!
I am now listening to Timbaland's the way i are in the hopes that it'll make me feel better :')
And Dheepa's like, "Last year."
I was like, "What last year...OH. Right. Last year."
I wanted to cry.
JANUARY 1 2011, has finally sunk in. The World Cup year is OVER. Wont be back for another 4 years. And the countdown begins again... :)
Suddenly, I dont want the holidays to end. I don't want to go back to school.
"You don't know what you've got till its gone".
How true now. Yeeesh. If i could rewind, I'd have savoured all that alone time. Jeez.
I don't wanna grow older! I wanna live in the past. I wanna...haih. I just keep wanting. When will we ever stop wanting and start making the best of what I'm given? Thats what I'm gonna do this year. I'll stop wanting, instead, I'll start making the best of what I have.
Dayumn, I still feel so...dissatisfied? It's the wanting feeling. Eerrgh this is frustrating. I want..i dont know what. YEAAARRGH. New Year's here. So why dont I feel any different?
William Shakespeare-Don’t believe the things you tell yourself so late at night. you are your own worst enemy, you’ll never win the fight.
How true.
You're all one phone call away so how come I dont want to pick that phone up an dial??!
I am now listening to Timbaland's the way i are in the hopes that it'll make me feel better :')
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