I never thought I'd be such an insecure freak. Its so weird. I hate being in this position where I'm doubting myself :/ its not a very nice feeling. I don't really know what brought this on, but this whole month...I keep thinking of so many things, half the things I was plagued with last year and I'm like oh shit, what'd I get come home to. :(
Lit Night auditions went terribly :( I didnt get both parts I wanted. The second, I didnt really understand why, but oh well, it happens :) Danny's role, I was never gonna get it la. I didn't audition expecting to either but it stung when teacher was like too short too skinny, hmph. Oww.
Whaaaat elseeeeee? The world is so bleeeghhh :/ Some people, are impossible. Not caring, is the best option.
Oh yeah, Jumping Beans audition!HAHAHA it was so cool. We did so many things like vocal exercises. Beats exercises. Played the gamelan. Invented music for a nursery rhyme. Played catch :P And my fave of all, dress up. They had a bunch of costumes, feathers, hats, flimsy colourful material, shades, wigs and jackets. We chose whatever we wanted in liek a minute and then had to act out whoever it is we dressed up as. I did two, one some black dude that plays music on the roadside, complete with an accent and a tambourine like thing. And my second was a farmer/peasant who wanted to become an actor and then i got married to Nazierah :P HAHA. It was so much fun. I wanna keep doing stuff like this :D
