The Emotion Rollercoaster-Day

First I went to school, and Martin ;) wasn't there.
So yeah, I was dissapointed.
Then, I came home from school, only to find out that Flo had been Dheepa's examiner for the oral French exam. HAHA.
And amma told me a couple of things that made me sooooo happy :) I swear I couldnt stop jumping when she told me :D
Oh and then, I came online. SHEESH! Facebook is such a hazard. And yeah, you know what I saw. And then got me all sad and down.
Not to mention the problem of how I'm going to tell C-Mne about HERR. AAH.
Guess tonight, I'll be sleeping sad.

NEW TV

SONY HD 32 INCH.
NOT TOO HUGE BUT JUST RIGHT!
HAHAHA, finally, WORLD CUP 2010 IN FULL HD. AND BALLACK ON BIGSCREEN!!!!!! WOOTZ!
THANK YOU AMMA FOR THE AWESOME TV.
I know you couldn't stand the old one either.

To the old Panasonic,
We thank you for your services.
But, you should understand,
Each time we watched a half hour show,
We spent the same amount of time trying to get you to work.
So thanks.
But, GOOD RIDDANCE!

THERE IS ONLY ONE I ADMIRE. THE ONE I ASPIRE TO BE LIKE.

Defeated

That heavy mausoleum of forgotten memories,
Crashing down on me,
Once we were close,
Till one of us moved away,
Not too far to remember,
Not too far to reach,
But too far to speak,
So we forgot,
Till the day that she triumphed.
How I wish I had stayed,
For she had long forgotten,
There was no reminiscing,
No words,
Just a short and silent stare,
With visible surprise,
And a long lost joy,
But with no sign of recognition.
That day,
That brutal fact so painfully clear,
How I'll never be like her,
How I'll always lose to her,
How even after every win, triumph and conquest,
I shall always have to remember,
How I was defeated here.

ICC-27/3

WorldCup2010 CNN

CNN isn't going to send anyone to the World Cup.
Blady fools.
But they are giving football fans to appear on CNN. Which I think is pretty cool.
ALl football fans have to do is, speak about why we love football or why we think our favourite teams going to win the World Cup or just about how great our favourite team is.
Some people posted videos about why they love their favourite EPL teams. So irrelevant.
But I'm definitely going to post a video. Hopefully its good enough to make it onto CNN.
Thinking about the WorldCup and all the excitement THERE, reminds me that there's SO MUCH to do out there. How we're so lifeless because all we do is go to school, come home, eat sleep. The story of our lives. And what do we get excited about? Such mediocre things like ICC. There's so much MORE to do out there. So many things to see. For all you know, I could be the lucky fourteen-year old that gets sponsored to the World Cup as long as I blog about it to let the world know about the excitement of football.
I wanna be OUT there. I dont want my life to revolve around school, books and studies. I know people will tell me to WAIT till I'm older. But no, why wait when we can do it now? I wanna get OUT. I want to be one of those people that CALL THE SHOTS. Not the people that just listen and do what's told and when they ask for the reason, they're asked not to question things because they get orders from very high places. I want to be at the *above* part of the hierarchy. I want to GIVE orders. Not JUST FOLLOW.
I'm not saying I hate how everything is now. I love it. I'm comfortable. But still not satisfied. There are bigger better things out there. I CAN reach them.
GOD LET SOMETHING HAPPEN. GIVE ME CHANCES TO GET THERE.
I'm waiting.

5 more games left of the season

5 MORE GAMES LEFT.
CHELSEA TRASHED PORTSMOUTH LAST NIGHT.
Boy were they awesome!
Portsmouth didn't stand a chance.
Their goalkeeper's first save on Lampard's shot was pretty good.
But then he made a mistake with Drogba adn then Drogba was left one-on-one with the net.
Chelsea's defence was better than ever last night. Portsmouth barely had a chance.
Zhirkhov should play rightback or leftback again like last night because he's defending was a show-stopper last night.

P.S. EVERTON BEAT MAN CITY.

Nothing can get better than this.

MIND A JUMBLE. MESSED UP FRENCH

Hahaha Iman bailed on us.
Me and Jannah agreed that we were both expecting her to not come anyways.
The oral exam was fairly easy and so was the comprehension ecrite,only because I guessed most of it. And i kept thinkign that my guesses were right. But judging by the looks Naura was giving me, I'd say they weren't.
Hahaha I dont even care.
Me and Jannah messed up our orals.
Neither of us could remmeber our lines, and we had loads of pauses the whole time we were speaking.
There weren't double bikes.
ButBut, the other guy. I saw him. Yes, he is good looking.
In that,....OMG I cant seem to put my finger on which footballer he looks like.
Somehow I keep running all the Arsenal players' faces through my face.
Was chatting to Lam just now. I know she'll wear a kick-ass outfit anyhow. Haha.
For some reason, I miss Rebecca and Nazierah. Guess I miss that mindless, senseless humour and chatting.
Going to go send tata off. CIAO!

Should(s)/Should have(s)

Should have started studying earlier.
Should have cancelled my Facebook account when I felt like it.
Should have followed KC to the clinic this morning.
Should have called Lall during the holidays.
Should have met up with Anesha.
Should have finished memorising Geo, KH and Sejarah when I had the chance.
Should have studied for that French exam later today.
Should stop blogging.
Should stop go study French.
Should go eat breakfast before I die of hunger.
SHould call Haaswini before she kills me.
SHOULD STOP TYPING.
Okay I'm finally done.

We're humans, we're poor, and we're boring

Pretty much describes all of us doesn't it.
YEAH YOU'RE NICOLE KIDMAN SO WHAT? All you do is try to stop ur current husband from cheating on you like your ex-. Heh, think you're so great now?

Mourinho, you win, THIS TIME.

Firstly, Chelsea lost to Inter.
Mourinho got his revenge, that bugger.
Fine, Abrahamovich is probably going to have Ancelotti's head after this season, but where's he going to find a new coach eh? Can he bring back Hiddink? Or maybe Mourinho's going to make a return.
mourinho was pretty subdued for him after Samuel Eto's goal. He even looked sad.
We know u love us Mourinho. But you've got ur ego, and Abramovich has got his. He's not going to ask u to come back, and you're not going to just come either.
WE LOVE U MOURINHO. COME BACK IF U CAN.
How long can u run away from where your heart lies?

SECOND BOMBSHELL. ON THE SAME DAY!!

SHAN!!!!!!!!!
WALAWEYH!
WHYLAWHYLAWHYLA!!!!!!!!!!
APA LA APA LA!
AIYOH, RAMA, MURUGA, SEETHA, LAKSHMI, AMBAL, THAYE,
GOVINDA GOVINDA!!!!!!!!!!

But wait, why should I care right? I mean, I dont control what she does.

EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT MY STOMACH TWISTS!
ITS THAT(!) MORTIFYING. -_______-

The Bombshell

Hamsa dropped a bombshell on me today.
She told me why those *two* act so weird around me.
Bloody hell la.
But its okay that T err...likes?...no wait wrong word. Fine, I wont use a word. I dont mind T. She's a cool person and I'm not going to be all antagonist on her like I was with the other two.

I've been having fever. For the past four days. Well, actually it stopped today but my head still hurt.
So I brought a pillow to sleep on.
And I took it out when Kalai Vani asked us to bring our bags in because of the rain.
I just kept it with me till that fool, MONI, took it and put it next to her. GRR!
Then, I managed to get it back.
And then, Sangeeta, the first grade A-hole,told Kalai Vani and I had to put it back. WTF la. Hema was laughing her ass off.

There is a reason why I mentioned her.
It's weird that we're actually speaking to each other properly, and even joking around. But sometimes I get that pang that goes, "HEYTHATSTHEBITCHWHODUNNITALLTOYOU"!
Its irony that my dear mother told me this would happen and I told her even if she did apologise, I would stand my ground, but I didnt.
Does that mean I dont have strong roots?

A msged me again. Why are they so desperate?
Im not an exceptionally good friend.
She and R should like someone like C-Maine instead, she's a whole lot nicer and and will eb a whole lot kinder to them.
I on the other hand, dont give a shit about them.