Our song

I'll never forget where I heard this for the first time. Last year around this time during Christian Camp with Charmaine :D We were all fast asleep when Serena's phone started blaring this song by Taylor Swift. :D

My fave part:

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

<3Life After You<3
<3The Last Song<3
<3Just A Dream<3
<3Wait For You<3
Our song.

Partyy time

Mike Posner's Drug Dealer Girl makes me laugh. Its so stupid :P HAHA.

"You should be my....girlfriend. Puff it, pass it, push it down"
"You may never be on the Maybelline commercial but you always let me knwo when you've got some purple."

WTF. Mr.Posner, teenage kids do listen to your music you know.

GUESS WHAT? I went to school today...for Form 1 orientation! I saw SHAN! :D I saw..CARMEN! :DD I saw...HAMSA! LAAVINY! CHANDANA! KAVI AND KAVITHA(nanbenn da!!)! HEMA. DIVYA! Kimberley the freak-o didnt come. Who else? HAA.. Well anyway, Benjamin showed up like he said he would and Carmen and Yun Wei had to make a big deal outt of me talking to him. HAHA. I know they're just doing it to tease mee but excusee meeh, Benjamin's my friend la. I am so maad at Haas and Rads, they said they would be there at 9! -.-
Shan and Carmen were so weird. I know there is a possibility u might read this Carmen but u shoudl knwo u wer such a weirdo today. I mean Shan liek that...I understand la...but you? What's with '3 animals'? U ppl...

Sangeeta just left on her holiday probably. Niceee. I wonder where she's going. Laaviny thinks its to Ipoh to celebrate New Years.

Speaking of New Year, we're having a barbecue with the whoole extended family :DD HAHA, its gonna be so much fun <3 And we've got fireworks! MUAHAHAHA, it'll be a good show for all the neighbours! Amma, Dheepa and GC left a while to go by a barbecue pit. :D And know what's the best part, amma said that for my birthday, dependng on how well the party goes tommorow, I can have a BBQ parteeh. :D And invite as many of my friends as I want. Dheepa automatically said she wants to call her friends too but whatever, celebrating with my friends will be the bomb :D.

Who's b'day is it tommorow agaaain...? :P

Reality's knocking on the Door

After all the laughs the tears and the happiness we've shared, it just suddenly hits me, and I ask myself, Do I really know you?

Somebody should come up with a quote book for life..

I was gonna ask Abi's brother what time Abi would be home but he didnt answer when I said hey. Haih. Guess I'll have to wait for her to call.

Carmen, is going through a pretty rough time at home now I think. School will be the perfect escape for her I think. Dude, no matter how tough things get, I'm here for you man.

I miss London so so much. I miss the life there, the whole London pace, the beautiful buildings, the architcture, the sound of the train pulling up at the station, the soun of the bus approaching, the sound of cars whizzig down the street, the beautiful lights that luight up the city at night, the whole atmostphere. I miss it all. Each time I think about it, I can almost feel myself back there again. Its so easy to transport myself back there because I love it so much! The most vivid is of course, the memory fo the Big Ben at night. I remember Vidhya ka amma dheepa and vicky akka all walking ahead. Completely ignoring the beauty on the right :'( Raehveni akka stopped and waited for me to take countless picture of that bella building. :D Gosh, to be there again. I miss the atmostphere of a small modern village that you get in Covent Garden. I miss the sound of the automated voice in the subway calling out Woodgreen Station each night. I miss that HUGE reindeer nicely covered up in blue lights in Covent Garden. I miss looking through the windows of The Royal Opera House and dreaming that one day I could be there too. But i know THAT, will remian Just a Dream :D I love London, its so...captivating..but I know I'd love France more. Or Paris in particular. I cant wait to go for that exchange program thing(if it works out) to see the City of Looooovee <3 WOW...i feel like I've just relived London all over again. HAHA, one more, I miss the sounds of 65,000 fans cheering for their team <3 Haih. If i close my eyes I can almost smell the musky, thick smell of Vidhya ka's house. And even feel the heater on my hands. Haa... Not to mention the feel of the mind numbing cold wind and I can almost see the snow fallign fresh form the sky and lying in blankets in the park. HA, and now I open my eyes to the bitter, bitter world. :P NEH, its not so bad. But if i had the chance to go back, I would.
OH OH, Sangeeta knows now how much the Big Ben means to me but she doesnt know what the Big Ben is, so I think I'll give her that picture of it. hope she'll keep it safe..

YEAYY Abi's coming home tommoroww... AND, I'm going to school tommorow.. YESSS. :D I M so looking forward to seeing Carmen, Haas, the twins(jecinn in particular), Rads and SHAN. :D She says she's coming.


Mon coeur a arrete de battre quand je lui voir. HAHAHAHA. So random I know. I wrote this down in my notebook not so long ago. HAHA. I wrote A LOT of things down in my notebook. If it weren't for the existence of Google Translate, I would write it all out here.

MON COEUR A ARRETE DE BATTRE QUAND JE LUI VOIR. <3 It's gonna happen all over again. :)

Amma, Ahe, and Appa.

What is wrong with them I dunno....

Amma and this thing with Haas. HAHAHAHA.
So she saw the windmill and she asked me where I got it.
I was like, 'Haaswini gave it to me.'
And she's like, "No wonder you like it so much." And she smiled. Whaaaaatt?

Aheraj, OMG.
This afternoon, he was like "Dhivyaa ka, what time is it?"
I said, "2.30"
Then he asked me again after a while,"Dhivyaa ka, what time is it now?"
I checked the time and told him, "2.50, why?"
And you know what he said! "Okay everyone listen up! In ten minutes, Aphinaya Thaiveegan will be leaving to India."
WTH? I threw a pillow at him and told him to shut up. -.-
Aheraj didnt stop there, he kept saying Abi Abi Abi Abi Abi over and over again that even gugu kept asking who she was. HAHAHA.

Appa! The worst so far!
He called from India and I told him that I got 1000 free SMS-es from Celcom.
GUESS WHAT HE SAID?
"So, I suppose you're going to sms Aphinaya all day long? Good, good, have fun."
I was like, "Why Abi appa?"
And he's like, "She's that friend you're always talking to right?"

Appa has only rememebered ONE of my friends before, Leni. He still keeps calling Sumi "That smiley girl".

Radhi's Xmas parrteeh!

This is how it was....
I got out of the car...said hi to Radhiga. Then, when amma drove away, gave her a ginormous hug! I WAS SO HAPPY! And when I walked in and saw Chandana! Kasturi! LAAVINY! I went maaad! I was gonna start crying. I hugged them over and over again. We were talking and lauhging and it felt like nothing had changed in the past two months at all. It felt like I'd been seeing them every day before.
AND THEN. Amidst all the laughter, food and EVERYTHING, SUDDENLY, HAASWINI COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMMMMMGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! I THINK I WAS GOING TO BURST. I ran and gave her a hug of course. DAMMIT, i didnt knwo how much I missed her till I saw her!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......! HAHA, i had to keep quiet a bit or else I wouldve teared up seriously. I cant even EXPLAIN how happy I felt to see Haas! Over the top excitement, ecstatic....and yeap, my vocab is limited. So there. :D Haih...then we went back to her house. It was kinda hard seeing her mom cos her mom knwos about the liar thinggy and all ahahhhahahah. But her mom's cool :D Love her <3 Haas, hahahahah, I know you'll probably laughing your ass off reading this, but I want you to know that I hate u SSSSSSOOOOOOO much for not telling me to go back later. I wouldve left at 7! You're such aaa! ARRGH. Seeing all of them made it worse i think, HAHA. Now i miss em' all even more.
Haas gave me this windmill. I keep spinning it round and round and round and all I can think about is you! Just to clear things up, she's my BFF so yeah. :D

Each time I hear these songs Haas, I think of you, "I confess you are the best-Train" The second one is.....Miley Cyrus-The Last Song! That one describes YOU perfectly. Cant wait to see ya next week mi amigo :)

"Lets listen to a story now"

FIRST ONE:
"Jonathan and David lived a long,long time ago, in Bible times. They were very good friends and they both loved God. Jonathan's father was king," the teacher said.

"Now, Jonathan deserved to be the next king because he was the king's son. But do you know what? God wanted David to be king, and Jonathan knew it. DId Jonathan fight with David and say 'I deserve to be king. Get out of my way!'? NO!" She continued saying.
"That's right, Jonathan loved David and he helped him to become the next king becuase Joonathan knew that God wanted David to be king and not him."

(Dhivyaa again) I read this in that Christy Miller book and it kept bothering me. I would love to say this all in French but then the existence of Google Translate has made even that impossible. Well anyway, I know why its bothering me. Screw it. Read between the lines.

SECOND ONE:

Love is patient, Christy found herself thinking. She took it into her heart and held it for a moment before telling herself "You need to be more patient. The relationship isn't over yet. You're the one who tried to bury it, not Todd. You need to wait and see what happens, Christy."
Not exactly a settling conclusion, but one she could live with. She knew deep down that she needed to be fair with Todd and let go of the jealousy that had eaten a hole in her pride.

(Dhivyaa here) HAHA, i didnt continue reading after this. I was so scared Christy was gonna do something stupid. Todd might be kinda unexpressive but he's a freaking genius and AAAAAAHHHH i dont know why I'm getting so frustrated over a book where NONE of the characters are real!

Realise whats right in front of you. SEE what staring at you right in the FACE.

Christmas :)

Christams was special, just like it always is every year. No matter how busy the whole extended family is, we ALL come together to Gugu and Arnold Chittappa's house to celebrate every year. It's liek a family tradition adn I'm proud that it is that way.
This year though, I was looking at everything differently. The Christmas tree, that proud and tall one we bought about 9 years ago was finally beginning to show signs that it was growing old. HAHA. It sagged a bit this year. Its only taken out once a year at Christmas and there it lies for a week till its dismantled again and safely kept in the box, forgotten till the next year comes around. I still remember the time we went Christmas tree hunting! I was sure, at 5 that the HUGE twelve foot one would be just PERFECT for gugu's house but thank god no one listened...cos we wouldnt have been able to bring it through the front door. But the excitement of getting a Christams tree, the very symbol of Christmas itself! I'll...never forget it. Then, there were the decorations. This year was gold. Next year instead of doing the good old maroon, we've decided that we're gonna buy blue decor. :DDD Cant wait :). Time flies dunt it? Reminds me of cecilia Ahern's The Gift. Exceptional book. It actually does what books are supposed to do, make a difference in your life.
Next year is my turn to put the Angel up. Dunno why its so important to us, or to me. HEHE, i've always believed that the year you put the Angel up, it makes dreams come true. The last time I put it up..when i was 10. Everything came together perfectly. :D The old snowman, that ratty oen i used to love? gugu threw it away. Sad... I loved that guy. She bought a new one now... Its not as big as the otehr one, its not white as snow and its smile isnt the same. SO there. Snowman oh snowman, if you could hear me somehow i miss you loads and and I hope in whichever landfill or dump you're in now...I DIDNT want to throw you away okay. Cos each time I open the box of Christmas things, you're the first thing I go looking for.
Then the best part, presents. :D HAHA. Me, Ahe, Vicky akka and Dheepa all knew our gifts so when we opened them we PRETENDED to be surprised. We did a bit too well. Balan mama and everyone else started calling us Mr Bean. Haih. Not our fault right. Anyway, I got a shirt and pants, school bag and a pencil box. HEHE. Everything, i picked up so yeah i am happy wiht my gifts :D
What else makes Christmas so special? The whole togetherness spirit when the adults have had someting to drink and the kids are all having fun. Its a one time thing, and it only happens during Christmas in Gugu's house. I'm getting so nostalgic. LOL. Whatevva.
Merry Christmas everyone :) Hope all of you celebrating around the world have had a Christams to remember :D

Langkawi and Christmas

Just came home from Langkawi yesterday. WOW. It was awesome. We literally did the same things eveyrday, get up, breakfast of two pancakes and eggs, go swimming, lunch, go to the beach, eat dinner, watch tv, play games, play ping-pong, sleep. We went on the cable car this time. IT WAS AWESOME. At one point, the incline was so bad that it felt like we were gonna fall, crash and burn. OWW. Scary. Gugu cried cos she's afraid of heights. But it's really sweet too cos she still came just to keep us company. The mountain air was so clean and untainted and cold. There was a suspension(?) bridge too. Apparently they filmed the fighting scene from the movie Billa there. Suh-caary. I saw the Tasik Dayang Bunting from the top. I wonder, if lets just say i drank the water there, would I get pregnant? Errgh. We didnt go to the Snake Farm or Crocodle Farm, but wtv. It was a holiday to remember anyway. Gugu says that she's so bored of Langkawi already. So in six months, we'll go to Redang. Then when we got on the flight, she saw the article about Makasar Island so she says she'll take us there next time round. Yeaaah! Makasar Island is in Indon, it has the bright blue clean sea but the main attraction is ON the island. Disneyland sized theme park. HELL YEAH! Thats about it for Langkawi.
Yikes, I still remember my phone convo with Haas the other day. Are we blowing things completely out of perspective or...are we really right? Or am I just afraid to admit we're right? Haas if you're reading this, no, I do admit we're right. I can admit we're right. I am not afraid to admit we're right. Ha! There. Now u cant frame me with this. :D Im glad your concert went well :)
Carmen,Im liking your emo album even more now ;)
Christmas is around the corner. It's gonna be frickin good. Dinner on the 24th, part at Rad's house on the 25th. Yeaaaah! Then...with that, its another week till school. Wootz! :)

Back

We're hooommeee! I know this post is coming like three days late but I finally have the mood to type it out.
We went to London and had one fking good time :D But then, we came home :'( And I felt myself slipping into the saaamee old patterns I was so eager to escape from. But...I have my Rudolph to remind me of all the great times in London. Sangeeta named it Peekapoo. :D
London was the bomb. The first day we arrived, it started snowing. Vidhya ka woke up up at 1 in the morning and told us to get dressed to play in the snow :D. It was freaking awesome. No worries. Only the silence of an empty park adn peaceful night except for an occasional laugh and out constant chatter. It was superb. The snow kept falling and falling. We made snow angels, lay around in the snow, got wet, ate snow, built tiny snowmen. We kept running into each other, hugging, falling to the ground. <3 The snow was thick and my face was all numb from the cold. I could barely feel my lips and cheeks, but it was absolutely worth it. We played in the playground. Walked on a barely frozen pond. When Raehveni akka broke some of the ice, we immediately got off. WE had so much of fun that night. I wanna rewind and live through it again :'(
We visited Madame Tussauds the next day. Third day, Vidhya ka was on leave so we went all round London. We visited Harrods, National History Museum btu the walk home was the best. There was a small fair set up near the museum, along the RiverThames. HELL YEAH IT WAS AWESOME :D We rode on a carousel, saw the London Eye... and yeah. magnificent.

Carmen, I will continue later. :D