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Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Band concert,wtv else
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Leila is going to La Reunion for 3 months. 3 WHOLE BLOODY MONTHS. WHO THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO IN CLASS NOW?? I hate her. Hate her hate her hate her hate her hate her. :P But she was super excited to leave today. Shes going to see her daddy...good for her la :) Will miss you dude... get home soon xoxo,
French exam today! :O Wasn't so bad. Can you believe I spoke for three minutes in French without stopping? Een I couldn't elieve it. Miriam was super impressed. The other parts were okay too...except fro the essay writing. God knows what I crapped but I know it was bad :S
Got an interview tomorrow for the AFS thing. I hope I make a good impression and make it through. And then....its off to France in December! :D
Band concert was yesterdaaay! :D Pumi, Carmen, Sangeeta all came over to the house to change and whatever. OMG. I can't remember laughing so hard in such a long time! Even Sangeeta felt it and I know it. Its like being so freeeee like that. Laughing witihout thinking :P Damn nice. In school and when they came home. I finally told Sangeeta what was bothering me. I know she has lots of things to say to me...and Imma keep bugging her for it :D
Band concert itself was....lame. We all didn't know any of the stupid songs they were playing! I was so mad when Sangeeta and Abi ran off into some dark classroom. Idiots! -.- SO STUPID. Get possesed ny then you'll know la. Dahlah your hair all hanging around like some ghost. Who's gonna know the difference if you get possesed or not??! -.- But they both looked real pretty yesterday. They have really awesome hair, the both of them :) Me and Kim and Shan hung out most of the time, I sat with them... I scared them with my ghost stories. They both looked like they were gonna cry at one point :O HAHAH. Hanging out was cool la :) AND OMG, the school looks so awesome at night! Someday, must go exploring :D
Texting Abi now. We are kononnya supposed to be fighting...but its impossible -.- SERIOUSLY. THis is so weird :/ I still feel like fighting with someoe! Anyone! She's making me laugh! Eeesssh.
Apparently Flo's performing in a concert on Monday :'( Too bad I can't go watch.
Signing off...need to get an early night. Leaving for the interview really early tom! :S
xoxo
Moi.
French exam today! :O Wasn't so bad. Can you believe I spoke for three minutes in French without stopping? Een I couldn't elieve it. Miriam was super impressed. The other parts were okay too...except fro the essay writing. God knows what I crapped but I know it was bad :S
Got an interview tomorrow for the AFS thing. I hope I make a good impression and make it through. And then....its off to France in December! :D
Band concert was yesterdaaay! :D Pumi, Carmen, Sangeeta all came over to the house to change and whatever. OMG. I can't remember laughing so hard in such a long time! Even Sangeeta felt it and I know it. Its like being so freeeee like that. Laughing witihout thinking :P Damn nice. In school and when they came home. I finally told Sangeeta what was bothering me. I know she has lots of things to say to me...and Imma keep bugging her for it :D
Band concert itself was....lame. We all didn't know any of the stupid songs they were playing! I was so mad when Sangeeta and Abi ran off into some dark classroom. Idiots! -.- SO STUPID. Get possesed ny then you'll know la. Dahlah your hair all hanging around like some ghost. Who's gonna know the difference if you get possesed or not??! -.- But they both looked real pretty yesterday. They have really awesome hair, the both of them :) Me and Kim and Shan hung out most of the time, I sat with them... I scared them with my ghost stories. They both looked like they were gonna cry at one point :O HAHAH. Hanging out was cool la :) AND OMG, the school looks so awesome at night! Someday, must go exploring :D
Texting Abi now. We are kononnya supposed to be fighting...but its impossible -.- SERIOUSLY. THis is so weird :/ I still feel like fighting with someoe! Anyone! She's making me laugh! Eeesssh.
Apparently Flo's performing in a concert on Monday :'( Too bad I can't go watch.
Signing off...need to get an early night. Leaving for the interview really early tom! :S
xoxo
Moi.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
YGHBMCZ
Listening to Ay Chico. ALAAAMAAAAK. It reminds me of last year, ahahahaha, rushing to finish crap homework knowing that I will be late for school then hurrying up. Hmm.
Wanna know what's up with me? Figure it out. The one I told you Carmen....erm. Forget bout it :P HAHAHAHA. Haaaaaa :S
Jecinn knows? O.o ABI. -.- But actually, I dont really care. WTV LA :)
Shan says I've changed a lot.... But no, I haven't. I'm just doing the right thing as usual. Although knowing I could turn things around anytime gives me a strange sense of...satisfaction? :P DUNNO LA. But I'm not mean and even if I don't have a heart, I have righteousness. So there. If you think I've changed, too bad...., deal with it.
Tata's not doing so well in the hospital now. :/ I wanna go see him! I don't wanna regret anything again like Aggelan anneh. :S
I'm reading this book called Tamar. OMG. Its already making me cry! Its THAT good! <3
OHMYGOD. Know what happened today? Me and Abi were fighting for Sangeeta's pencilbox when the keychain's all....broke apart. Mine and Carmen's stayed together. But Abi's and Sangeeta's....seperated :S Thenn...on the photo paper thing, MY GOD. Mine and Carmen's name was together, thier names were seperated. I...dunno la. Superstitions. You know I believe in em' rite? Dammit.
WALAAAAMAAAAK. Hav a Sivik play tom! Can't wait! :D Its gonna be so cool. But I gotta memorise lines and stuff :S And I havent done math homework...blah blah blah! So many things -.- Jesus christ. Debate was cool today though.
OH OH. Just read this somewhere...
Saying this I don't mean. Meaning things I don't say.
Coolness. Ciao. BAD :P
Wanna know what's up with me? Figure it out. The one I told you Carmen....erm. Forget bout it :P HAHAHAHA. Haaaaaa :S
Jecinn knows? O.o ABI. -.- But actually, I dont really care. WTV LA :)
Shan says I've changed a lot.... But no, I haven't. I'm just doing the right thing as usual. Although knowing I could turn things around anytime gives me a strange sense of...satisfaction? :P DUNNO LA. But I'm not mean and even if I don't have a heart, I have righteousness. So there. If you think I've changed, too bad...., deal with it.
Tata's not doing so well in the hospital now. :/ I wanna go see him! I don't wanna regret anything again like Aggelan anneh. :S
I'm reading this book called Tamar. OMG. Its already making me cry! Its THAT good! <3
OHMYGOD. Know what happened today? Me and Abi were fighting for Sangeeta's pencilbox when the keychain's all....broke apart. Mine and Carmen's stayed together. But Abi's and Sangeeta's....seperated :S Thenn...on the photo paper thing, MY GOD. Mine and Carmen's name was together, thier names were seperated. I...dunno la. Superstitions. You know I believe in em' rite? Dammit.
WALAAAAMAAAAK. Hav a Sivik play tom! Can't wait! :D Its gonna be so cool. But I gotta memorise lines and stuff :S And I havent done math homework...blah blah blah! So many things -.- Jesus christ. Debate was cool today though.
OH OH. Just read this somewhere...
Saying this I don't mean. Meaning things I don't say.
Coolness. Ciao. BAD :P
Monday, June 20, 2011
Oblivescence
That means to forget.
I AM FORGETTING.
Good for me....but.
BAND CONCERT! I am pretty excited :P Abi I tell you-.- What can be SUUUCCCHH a good reason that you wouldnt come?
Sometimes, I feel like screaming how I feel, crying in anger then stamping my foot and running out. But I know I'll never. Because I'm....me. I'm not very sane iside at the moment. I feel like time bomb waiting to explode. One day, when I KNOW I'm ready, then I will.
ERMERMERM, I got screwed by Mummy this morning! I told her bout everything....you know....how I felt and stuff. Cried and wtv. Then amma told me to do something....which I didnt do....but I know I should've done.... Yeah. She was pretty mad at me. She say that IM a problem :P
Whoooooaaaaa. I dont care about so many things right now. I'm forgetting A LOT of important stuff, and its scary. Guess it proves how unimportant stuff like that is becoming rite?
Do you know what FREEDOM means? To be responsible neither to anyone nor for anyone. If onnlyy.... I feel like Jack Sparrow. In the second? movie maybe, he says he wants to be FREE. Define free....
School is................. IDK how to describe it. Cool la. But. BUT. BUUUUT
Abi gave me another keychaaaain! P stands for princess? AHAHAHA. Okay :P Im so sorry about the other one, i feel awful :S But thank you syng.
I like the word sweetheart. HAHAHHAHA. I was watching some of the VDSeason2 and Damon said sweetheart. MY GAWD. He sounded so HOT. I know Abi's word is princess and angel but hahaha, Damon says them in the book too! So everytime she calls herself princess or angel...I think.....:P
DAAAAAAAMN. There's so much going on this week. Tuesday-Friday is debate. GOTTA STUDY OMG. Then Saturday got French exam :S Sunday, AFS interview. GOTTA ACE IT AND GO TO FRANCE BABEYH! Imagine, two WHOLE months in France....and I get to skip like a month of school! :P HEAVEN! Except... Yeah. NO SCHOOL.
LUNATICISIM, something I think of everytime I see Sangeeta :P THAT SELENA GOMEZ SONG, for Carmen. OBSESSION another word that reminds me of Sangeeta. -.-
Anything else to talk about? NOPE. GREAT! Im done :D
I AM FORGETTING.
Good for me....but.
BAND CONCERT! I am pretty excited :P Abi I tell you-.- What can be SUUUCCCHH a good reason that you wouldnt come?
Sometimes, I feel like screaming how I feel, crying in anger then stamping my foot and running out. But I know I'll never. Because I'm....me. I'm not very sane iside at the moment. I feel like time bomb waiting to explode. One day, when I KNOW I'm ready, then I will.
ERMERMERM, I got screwed by Mummy this morning! I told her bout everything....you know....how I felt and stuff. Cried and wtv. Then amma told me to do something....which I didnt do....but I know I should've done.... Yeah. She was pretty mad at me. She say that IM a problem :P
Whoooooaaaaa. I dont care about so many things right now. I'm forgetting A LOT of important stuff, and its scary. Guess it proves how unimportant stuff like that is becoming rite?
Do you know what FREEDOM means? To be responsible neither to anyone nor for anyone. If onnlyy.... I feel like Jack Sparrow. In the second? movie maybe, he says he wants to be FREE. Define free....
School is................. IDK how to describe it. Cool la. But. BUT. BUUUUT
Abi gave me another keychaaaain! P stands for princess? AHAHAHA. Okay :P Im so sorry about the other one, i feel awful :S But thank you syng.
I like the word sweetheart. HAHAHHAHA. I was watching some of the VDSeason2 and Damon said sweetheart. MY GAWD. He sounded so HOT. I know Abi's word is princess and angel but hahaha, Damon says them in the book too! So everytime she calls herself princess or angel...I think.....:P
DAAAAAAAMN. There's so much going on this week. Tuesday-Friday is debate. GOTTA STUDY OMG. Then Saturday got French exam :S Sunday, AFS interview. GOTTA ACE IT AND GO TO FRANCE BABEYH! Imagine, two WHOLE months in France....and I get to skip like a month of school! :P HEAVEN! Except... Yeah. NO SCHOOL.
LUNATICISIM, something I think of everytime I see Sangeeta :P THAT SELENA GOMEZ SONG, for Carmen. OBSESSION another word that reminds me of Sangeeta. -.-
Anything else to talk about? NOPE. GREAT! Im done :D
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Aggelan Anneh
I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS I CANT BELIEVE THIS.
I feel like............. I dont know. Aggelan anneh, memba the one that used to come over play with us and stuff? Yeah? He just died. Some heart disease....and....he just passed away. HE PASSED AWAY. I can't believe it. I wanna cry. I feel so....stunned. HE'S 21! This is so unfair! How could this happen to him? To one of US? WHY WHY WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I wanna scream. I bet Vicky akka feels even worse than I do. She slept so exhausted jsut now, and she's like some ghost. He passed away this morning in Ipoh.... I...duunno la. HE'S SO YOUNG. We didn't even go visit him much cuz we thought he'd get better. *slaps self* haih. Thing is....he's gone now and.........:'( I'll miss you anneh! Wherever you are, may it be a party worthy of you! Love ya! :'(
I feel like............. I dont know. Aggelan anneh, memba the one that used to come over play with us and stuff? Yeah? He just died. Some heart disease....and....he just passed away. HE PASSED AWAY. I can't believe it. I wanna cry. I feel so....stunned. HE'S 21! This is so unfair! How could this happen to him? To one of US? WHY WHY WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I wanna scream. I bet Vicky akka feels even worse than I do. She slept so exhausted jsut now, and she's like some ghost. He passed away this morning in Ipoh.... I...duunno la. HE'S SO YOUNG. We didn't even go visit him much cuz we thought he'd get better. *slaps self* haih. Thing is....he's gone now and.........:'( I'll miss you anneh! Wherever you are, may it be a party worthy of you! Love ya! :'(
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Not on the same page anymore.
Today was an eye opener :/
In a BAD way. HAHA.
Sangeeta was like wait till Elena comes along.
All I can think is hahaha, it took Damon a couple of lifetimes long to find her. What makes ME think I'll find an Elena in one?
Recreating :). And you know what that meaaaansss......?
Hint: NOTHING GOOD.
In a BAD way. HAHA.
Sangeeta was like wait till Elena comes along.
All I can think is hahaha, it took Damon a couple of lifetimes long to find her. What makes ME think I'll find an Elena in one?
Recreating :). And you know what that meaaaansss......?
Hint: NOTHING GOOD.
Carmen
Wow. This girl has it even worse than i though she does. Today, she cried in school...so after school, she told us(me sang abi) why she cried. And omg, i felt down all day through becuase of this. Even now :S I couldnt get it out of my head!!!! How do u live in that hellhole Carmen? :( Dude, I can't believe your family treats you like that. They are a shit bunch of people excluding your mom and they'll all rot in HELL for doing this to you and your mother TRUST ME. When she told me, I could only see red. I was SO MAD for her, SO SAD for her, like....I would do anything for you dude. If it means helping you through this fucking wolf pack you call family.
Now...I dont blame you at all for being closed up. Im gonna start crying again thinking about it. LIKE AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Carmen. I can't believe you have to live through this everyday. Not to mention the shit you go through at school too. I would chagne places with you any day. If it means you being truly happy :S. I WISH I COULD DO MORE TO HELP. I know you know that studying's the only way out of this. Screw XinYenn, screw your shit family, you do whatcha gotta do. Someday, when you're grown up adn driving a Merc, drive up to those *&^%^&%$#@!#$ and rub it in their faces. -.- Haih. Never cursed so much ever. And there's more running through ma head.
I hope you know, Id always be here for you. Even if I DID betray your trust, but I'll always be here for you. And I don't trust myself to stay even if you DO let me in. YOU CAN COUNT ON ME! So, I hope you read this, and know I'm here for ya. Anytime you feel like screaming, crying or whatever call me. If I dont call you back Don't take it personally. It's just the grandmother I am. Haih. Wish I could do more. But remember, need anything, just ask. I'll do it for you. Anything. I promise you that.
And now Carmen, your blog....thank you for trusting me. Least with that. I won't read it. Although I have a burning desire to. :)
Now...I dont blame you at all for being closed up. Im gonna start crying again thinking about it. LIKE AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Carmen. I can't believe you have to live through this everyday. Not to mention the shit you go through at school too. I would chagne places with you any day. If it means you being truly happy :S. I WISH I COULD DO MORE TO HELP. I know you know that studying's the only way out of this. Screw XinYenn, screw your shit family, you do whatcha gotta do. Someday, when you're grown up adn driving a Merc, drive up to those *&^%^&%$#@!#$ and rub it in their faces. -.- Haih. Never cursed so much ever. And there's more running through ma head.
I hope you know, Id always be here for you. Even if I DID betray your trust, but I'll always be here for you. And I don't trust myself to stay even if you DO let me in. YOU CAN COUNT ON ME! So, I hope you read this, and know I'm here for ya. Anytime you feel like screaming, crying or whatever call me. If I dont call you back Don't take it personally. It's just the grandmother I am. Haih. Wish I could do more. But remember, need anything, just ask. I'll do it for you. Anything. I promise you that.
And now Carmen, your blog....thank you for trusting me. Least with that. I won't read it. Although I have a burning desire to. :)
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